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Finding calm

 It seems like recently, with illness and prodromal labor and big days, our in between days have been filled with lots of nothing. And by nothing I mean Christmas movies and Monster Jam shows. 

It’s hard to remember that I’m an active person on days like today. I’m a high energy mom.  I like to play baseball and jog and ride my bike. I like yoga and running and swimming and hiking. 

But not today. 

Today I enjoy sitting and doing absolutely nothing. I have prodromal contractions - meaning they’re just for kicks and giggles. 

I’m feeling lazy and tired and I have had a ton of sleep. I’ve gained 36lbs and I’m so ready to be done. Pregnancy is hard. 

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